Am I wasting time?

Some days I feel like college is a waste of my time. Sometimes I feel like I could just get a job and start making money and be fine in life, then spending all my money on school and books and all. Why not just go to my community college, work mad hours at a job, and just save up like shit? Who says that wouldn’t work? I mean there are plenty of people who go to worse school and end up making bank in life. And why can’t I see where I’m going to end up in life? I literally sit around all the time and wonder what I am going to be doing with my life. Will I work on cars like I love? Will I be in an office job? Will I be happy with a big family or will I be struggling to make payments and hating life? I dream big of all these nice things and having the money to help others, but I don’t see how I am going to get there. Sure, I’ll be an engineer. But what exactly does that mean? I still don’t know and I’m almost done with my first year of college. I also don’t know who I am in life. I don’t know who I want to be seen as and what I truly love. I mean I know, but its not like I could make a job out of what I love. I love music but don’t have the money to be a DJ. I love classic muscle cars but I also don’t have to money to buy and fix up classics. If I could be a guy who rebuilt classic muscle cars who DJed on the side, I would love my life. I don’t think there would be a day that I would not be happy; especially if I had a loving wife, nice house, and good kids. I say good kids because I know kids will never be perfect, just god enough to deal with. I want my kids to listen to me when I say something, but who also think for themselves and know what they want in life and go for it. Anyway, that’s enough ranting and thinking ahead in life. And I think this is the last blog we have, so I will talk to you all later! :)